A Constant Need

the footing was more

unsteady at the top

than Sisyphus imagined

he always thought

it would feel lighter

than the rock

he had pushed

uphill all those years

but that labor

was familiar and

this new heaviness

hung on his heart

as an ache

 

standing still beside

his rock—a distance

growing between them

Sisyphus cried out

‘what happens now?’

 

no one answered

it had always been

just him, and his rock

and gravity bearing down

 

years of pushing

meant he never

had to learn how

to reach toward

or hold on

 

he only knew gravity

as a pressing force

a constant need

and now was jolted

as the rock

was drawn away

 

he began to cry

 

he knew how to

bear the weight

of the burden

but not how

to let it go.

 © 2024 Gretchen L Schmelzer, PhD